by Hopeflower » Sat Oct 01, 2016 2:16 am
Having informed the receptionist and the lingering students that the rest of the day was theirs to do what they would with, Viho was quite alone with his thoughts. And while some would have thought it a sad thing to be alone on the Solstice - especially when he had family within the city - Viho found it little different from previous years. A different location, maybe, but the snow and ice still had that way of muffling the surroundings, and the distant sounds of celebration remained. Smells of cinnamon and other less identifiable spices would be drifting on the breeze, adding to the already inviting scents of food wafting from various food stands.
All of these things combined did little to tempt Viho to leave his classroom. In the silence and solitude, he sat contemplating the thin chain he'd taken off of his neck and wound around his fingers. The pearly white tooth that served as a pendant swayed gently, and he read the motion as slightly mocking.
"It's a tooth, obviously," she'd said in playfully superior tones. Zaltana had dangled the crocodile's tooth in front of him, just out of his reach. "Nice, huh? I trapped the croc it belonged to myself, months ago." Her voice had taken on genuine pride by the time she was done speaking. Not without reason. The crocodile had been big enough to feed half of the village, and its hide had made for several pairs of very nice boots.
"I remember," he'd said, reaching to catch her wrist and pull her closer; she danced away, shaking her finger at him in reprimand.
"Nuh-uh, where's my present?"
He'd feigned indifference. "What makes you think I got you one?"
"Well for one thing," Zaltana had laughed, "you're not smooth enough to get away with calling yourself my gift."
Viho had smiled then. "Pity. I'd hoped that would work this year." And then, deliberately contradicting himself, he'd produced a small, unremarkable wooden box and offered it to her.
Zaltana's expression when she'd opened it had gone through curiosity, confusion, shock, and then finally settled on overjoyed understanding. She'd thrown herself at him, taking him by surprise and sending them crashing to the floor. They'd laughed off the bumps and bruises, and she'd slipped his ring on her finger.
"I know it's early," Viho had said, "and one day you might decide I'm not the man you want. But you know I don't do rings - " and she'd laughed, ecstatic " - so if you'll consider that a promise, then I'll consider this one, too."
Zaltana had kissed him then, slow and sweet and everything he'd wanted. "Okay," she'd agreed, breathless and smiling beautifully. "It's a promise."
Pain registered, dim and distant at first, but then sharp and insistent and demanding he do something about it. Slowly, Viho opened eyes he didn't remember closing and uncurled a fist he didn't remember making, and he inspected his hand. He hadn't drawn blood, but the necklace chain had left angry red marks in the skin of his fingers, and the tooth had broken the skin of his palm.
A promise.
With a sigh, Viho set the necklace on the desk and reached up to rub at his face. He didn't cry anymore, thought he might have long forgotten how. But he did allow himself this quiet moment of grief in the face of how much time had passed. How his son had had to comfort Zaltana with lies in her final minutes. How certain he'd been, little over a month ago, that he was going to see his wife again - and that she'd never forgive the mistakes he'd made.
What would she say, if she could have seen him now? What would she say to Arsenic?
If Viho could have answered that, odds were none of them would have been where they were today.
"Gotta have a little sadness once in a while so you know when the good times come."
"Talent is a pursued interest. In other words, anything that you're willing to practice, you can do." ~ Bob Ross
"The future is always uncertain and painful but it must be lived." ~ Unknown