by Hopeflower » Tue May 15, 2012 10:00 pm
Zar put on just a bit of speed, to catch up with the others. He couldn't ask how Elias was doing, but it didn't feel like he'd fainted or been sick, so he took that as a good sign.
Back at the village, Arsenic was getting in some practice at the archery range. His mind wasn't completely focused on it, though, and it showed; on a good day, he could split the first arrow he shot with his second. Today his shots were more scattered. It wasn't hard for him to figure out why he was off his game...the conversation he'd overheard was still haunting his thoughts.
He lowered his bow and moved to retrieve the practice arrows. The tips weren't proper arrowheads, because they needed to be easily pulled out of the targets; they had been whittled carefully with a practiced hand to a small point, to make sure they actually penetrated the target. They were still sharp - if a stray arrow hit someone, it could still do a decent amount of damage - but they weren't lethal. Usually.
As he moved to let the next person shoot, Arsenic started to let his mind wander, and as such, was startled by a hand being placed on his shoulder. He turned to see Rowan; she was looking at him with a concerned expression.
"You're usually better than that," she remarked, and he knew she wasn't just referring to his shooting.
'I'm just distracted,' Arsenic murmured, not really wanting to explain. But he knew Rowan wouldn't accept that answer so easily.
Sure enough, she narrowed her eyes and said, "By what?"
Arsenic turned to watch the shooter, playing for time. Uneasiness still churned in his mind. Surely, he had to be wrong.
"Arsenic." Rowan's voice sharpened, snapping his attention back to her more quickly than it had wandered. "I need to know," the black-haired woman went on slowly. "What could possibly distract one of our best shooters so much that he loses his focus on the target?"
Arsenic let out a soft sigh. 'I just heard something that concerned me. That's all.' Rowan was silent, perhaps wondering if he would continue and elaborate without her asking him to. He hesitated before saying softly, 'You remember my mother.' Rowan's expression blanked for a moment, the only outward sign that his words had surprised her.
"Of course I remember," she murmured. She was older than Arsenic. Perhaps too young, at the time, to have understood the events that led up to Zaltana's illness and death, but she remembered all too well.
'Come,' Arsenic said, turning to lead her away from the range. 'Let's sit for a while.'
Rowan followed him to the edge of the lake and she sat in the thick grass, the young woman watching Arsenic carefully as she waited for him to begin. He walked down to the very edge of the water and stood watching the glassy surface, his ever-changing irises the blue of a robin's eggshell one moment, and the next, the darkest black one could imagine.
'You know my father was never around much when I was a kid,' Arsenic murmured. 'To be honest, I think he might have been avoiding my mother and I. She would tell me, even as she tried to hold back tears, that he loved me and was just a very busy man.' He paused, wrapped up in memories. Rowan was just about to prompt him to go on, when he said, 'I don't think he was ever around when I was a baby. As I got older though, I remember seeing him every now and then. He was more of a ghost than a father. I knew he was around, but seeing him was as rare as spotting a white doe.'
There was a pregnant pause.
"Arsenic, you don't have to relive all of this," Rowan said as he fell silent again, trying not to disrupt the red-haired elf's memories of his mother. Whatever Arsenic thought of his father, he had loved Zaltana very much. She knew most of these details already, having spent many long nights talking to Dante about this very incident. She'd done her best to understand it, so she could understand what Arsenic might need from her.
'She was going to have another baby,' Arsenic said, his deep mental voice almost whisper-soft. 'I was going to have a little brother...do you remember how happy we were?'
"I remember." Rowan's voice was almost as quiet.
Arsenic's jaw suddenly clenched; an aura of intense fury seemed to encompass his entire body. Rowan was sure she could see him shaking. The memory of his mother's agonized wail - "My baby! My baby, you killed my baby!" - sliced through his mind. 'He ruined all of that. He wasn't there, Rowan. He wasn't there to protect her.'
What was she supposed to say to that? Rowan's jaw worked in silence for a moment as she searched for the words. She didn't know how to comfort him. In the end, she got up to move to his side, settled a hand on his shoulder, and told him, "We're here now."
He didn't answer, but she thought he relaxed just a little.
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Hopeflower on Fri Jan 29, 2016 12:47 am, edited 2 times in total.
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