by HorseGal » Thu Jun 07, 2007 4:51 pm
She still didn't want to believe it. She tried to come up with many reasons in her mind why Rawhide wouldn't betray the pack. He is my mate, afterall. He loves me. He...loves...me. The fight started to come up. She remembered very well how bad she treated Rawhide and how she kicked him out. It was not her fault that she did that, was it? Did she break Rawhide's heart when she said those things to him? He looked very heartbroken when he left and when he returned...he sort've changed, somehow. She remembered that he wanted to stay behind. He assured her that everything would be all right. It turns out that he went and stabbed her in the back and what's worse, he took the thing that she cherished most.
Slowly, her heart started to crumble. Her eyes were staring down at the ground. He would never, I can't see him doing something like that. He loves... Again, her mind played back to the fight. It was she who broke his heart. It was all her fault! She stepped back even more from Crusher, Hunter, and the raptor. "It's all my fault," she whispered and finally looked up. "I pushed Rawhide away and blamed him for, for not keeping a close watch on RawClaw. If I didn't do that...he would still be part of the pack."
"You alone can make my song take flight, help me make the music of the night."-Phantom POTO
"There is more day to dawn. The sun is but a morning star." -Henry Thoreau
