by C S » Wed Jul 27, 2016 2:36 am
There was knocking at Desrium's personal "quarters". Small knuckles that did not find their way to his door, but the semicircular window directly opposite it. That was a first for him, to be beckoned from outside the window. Like his advisers, he'd come to expect a knock on the door when he was to be summoned for a task. Otherwise, as he was prone to, Desrium would venture out into the city and find something that required his attention.
New though the experience was, he was not surprised in the most explicit nature of the word. Yes, there was a woman floating outside of his usual haunt, but he had felt her presence on the edge of his peripheries well before this moment of their meeting. Desrium undid the locks on the casements and opened the window for Syria to enter.
"Hello," she said afterwards with a smile and wave, having shifted from her staff to take a seat on the lip of the window frame. "I hope this isn't a bad time."
Syria took note of the empty quality of the room. There were few furnishings outside of a table and some chairs that Desrium couldn't even sit on. There were not even curtains on the windows. At the same time, she reasoned this was perfect for the armored being. He would have settled for the barest of minimums, and this attic guard post was just a little more than that, and in Desrium's perception of things, that meant he had as much riches to call his own as the Qa'id of Thimeyra.
"Not at all. Hello again, Syria," Desrium replied. He stood before the window with his arms behind his back, his demeanor making this unusual encounter the most common thing in the world.
"I see that Septimus got our gift to you." Syria's gaze had gone to the corner of the mostly empty attic, where the barrel of honey had been placed. The image of Desrium carrying it through the lower floors of city hall and up the many flights of stairs to this topmost of levels was a funny one to her to say the least. "Did anyone ask any questions?"
"Very rarely am I approached with inquiries, but I do not doubt that they were had," Desrium answered.
"Septimus lives to confuse. Even from afar." Syria ran a hand through the length of hair free under her hat. Sheepishly, she added, "I guess I am an enabler of that."
"His spirit is free. It always was. He proved this to me very shortly into our travels together." Desrium's eyes glimmered slightly, and then he continued, "He was smaller, then."
"So he's told me. I've seen that Septimus... er... 'seen', that is to say, have seen him with my mind on a few occasions. It must have been quite something to see him then, with your own eyes." Syria's tone had grown wistful by the end of her statement, and at the mention of "eyes", she had leaned forward to inspect the gentle glow in Desrium's.
"I have seen a few dragons, of a variety of shapes and sizes. Each one was something to behold. I find dragons to be creatures that are impressive across their many kinds," the armored being said.
"Oh sure, I'm not going to argue to the contrary," Syria responded with a wave of her hand. She pulled her rose-tipped staff over her lap and kicked a foot out like a schoolgirl. "I just think that tiny bodied, big-headed Septimus would have been cute, is all."
Desrium hummed. He had very little to comment on in that regard. While Syria sang her praises of Septimus' looks, both elven and draconic, his thoughts drifted to the celestial mare, and he found it amusing that on some level, he could empathize with the mage. He was glad that Septimus was able to make her feel as he did when he was graced with Lady Moria.
Alas, as fate's reflection of himself, Septimus too would know what it was like to lose such a treasure. It was a grimness that made his eyes darken, for that would be the day he lost a dear friend, as well, and any parallel to the amalgamation of divinity that was so otherworldly and wrong was a dreadful thing to consider with Syria's memory.
"--srium? Desrium? Is this actually a bad time, and you were just too polite to say so?"
Desrium realized he had been looking at his pointed boots. A short while with his thoughts had him hanging his helm, as he had been before Syria's arrival. He was reflecting on -- bearing the weight of -- the life he would live, coveting the bond of brotherhood, while being so far away from his brother. It had to be this way. Septimus couldn't be dragged into more conflict and strife; not after what he had done to send him away from Tyrbenetus. That same conflict and strife would have him storing all the kindness bestowed upon him by the Scholar, and Desrium could not help but feel that his protectiveness would rot into the bitterness of greed.
"I was just thinking." For all the good -- or bad -- it was doing.
"Oh." Syria cocked her head. "I know you aren't the talkative one..." it took so long to learn of the armored being's harrowing past, "... but do you want to talk about it?"
"I used to discuss such things with Inarius, the patron of the holy Lance," was Desrium's reply. He looked up to the rafters. "I suppose I am relearning how to cope on my lonesome."
That was almost too much for Syria to take. Knowing what she knew now, it was a stabbing pain in her heart. "You don't have to." She bit her lip. "I mean... Septimus told me. You don't have to go back to that kind of sadness, with whatever it is that's got you down. I can help. You can tell me things, too."
"I appreciate the offer. However, this is something that must be done. Your place is with Septimus, Ceridwen, and the child, Beshayir. I will not have these grievances be what keep you here when Septimus is gone. I will not accept your concern on the matter, either."
Syria frowned. She'd heard Desrium speak this way before. It was right before he decided to go off for months on end, building a city and being all across Aster, the most difficult suit of armor in history to track down by enemy or friend. There was no debating with him. "I... wish I could make you as happy as I try to make Septimus."
"You make Septimus happy. That is joy that I can use myself, against any despair that I may face," Desrium told Syria. "I do not think I am the only one who feels this way. Wherever you go, someone will find some strength from you." Desrium bowed his helm. "For that, I thank you."
Syria's frown lessened upon hearing that, the corners of her lips curling ever so slightly into a smile. Desrium's way of speaking did not lend itself well to cheering someone up, but the intent behind his words was enough to sooth her worry and sympathy.
"I wanted to speak to you before the time comes that we have to make our way to Thimeyra. To give you something to look on fondly when you're dealing with city-business day in and day out. I didn't know when you'd be preoccupied with something again, so I just took the chance while I sensed that you were up here. The guards weren't too pleased with me. I tend to have that effect from time to time."
"You have succeeded in your goal, Syria. I reiterate that your efforts, and your friendship, as much as Septimus', will overcome any sorrow I may feel in several of your lifetimes. It is because of this, I can say that I will go on regardless."
Syria pulled in a resigned breath. "Well, you are the Stalwart. For good reason."
"And you were meant to soar."
Syria raised a brow. "Meant to... soar. Soar?"
"Septimus told me of the thunderbird when I inquired about the events that have transpired since we parted ways. In doing so he told me of your father, and your gift."
The mage rolled her head to one side and pinched the bridge of her nose. "Yep. That's Septimus, alright. But that makes me wonder, you must have known since that night we met."
"I was aware of a power you possessed, yes. I did not comprehend it, as yourself didn't. At the time, despite this aura about you, you were no different than any other human I had met. You were not a mage then, and you were not inert magically." Desrium's eyes shined with the recollection of that time. "In all honesty, it was something I dismissed as meaningless, ignorant as I was with my damaged mind. I do believe it was a deciding factor in our future friendship, however."
"How so?" Syria inquired with a curiosity, craning herself closer to Desrium with the same rapt enthusiasm as a child hearing their favorite bedtime story.
"My best description of the phenomena would be that you are touched by fate, as Septimus is. To what extent, I do not have the wisdom to say, just the insight to realize as much. Your dealings with Septimus are proof that you are an extraordinary human."
Syria rolled her eyes. "Says the most extraordinary thing on this side of Aster."
"We will be locked eternally in a battle of humility, Syria," Desrium replied, and he gestured to the city outside of the window with a metal hand. "You have much better ways to spend that time, and Brodudika could use some of your joy."
It would do the city well, in these times. A trickle of joy from one soul to the next, all throughout the reaches of the unfinished walls.
"Mm. I should find Septimus, then. The last time I left him alone for as long as this, he nearly scared Ceridwen's spirits back to summer."
