by The Kingpin » Sat Aug 20, 2016 12:34 am
"I'm... sorry, Tanwen," rumbled the silver-scaled drake. "I only did what I did to protect you. You're all I have left. I couldn't bear the thought of having you taken away from me too," he explained, his tone soft, his resolve dissipating.
"And in doing so you've decided mother was worthless to you. The one you called your mate. Your Rulukhiir. The one who would stand by you for the rest of time, for as many millennia as you would live. This is what you have decided she was worth. Nothing." growled Tanwen, not a drop of remorse audible in her voice for the older dragon.
They were wounding words. It was as if an Earthrend Lance was being twisted in his chest. You know not the feeling of it, Cyndeyrn, commented Buruq. Of course. Buruq was watching. Wary of deceit, of evasion.
"Your mother meant the world to me. She still does. But what happened to her can't be changed. We cannot bend time. She is not some trinket that can be fixed. You are... right. Much of who she was is gone. But I will protect what we still have, what is left of her, and I will protect you," he stated firmly. Or as firmly as he could manage, given the circumstances.
The hurt expression the dragoness gave next was almost worse than the angry one she had before. "Liar," she rasped. The word dripped with a toxic cocktail of anger, sadness and pain. "If you cared so much you wouldn't have let what happened to mother happen," she hissed.
"What did happen to her, pray-tell?" rumbled Buruq's voice deeper in the chamber, his tone silky, calm, though not quite as jovial as he usually was.
A tired sigh was Cyndeyrn's response to that. He had not thought it possible to feel as terrible as he did, but a scornful daughter and a critical elder had that effect, it seemed. He had never dreamed Tanwen would one day be looking at him with the same fury she looked at Arashi. But then, he hadn't expected Arashi to learn of Elwen's condition either, and that had been a grave miscalculation. The thought that he had lost his daughter's trust as a price for trying to keep her safe was probably the most painful thing of all. Reluctantly, he decided it was best to get it over with. "The Lords were evasive when I brought up the old expeditions. I uncovered tablets belonging to my predecessor, Blydwen, detailing the travels of several of our strongest Clanmates, seeking out other civilisations and Mana Wells. They mentioned a time when the borders were open. When I inquired with some of the oldest surviving Hueilin, they stated that the borders were only closed recently, but that we never ventured outside out of preference anyway."
"And then?" rumbled Tanwen, her tail lashing behind her impatiently.
"I began asking different Lords about the matter, but got inconsistent explanations. Some said it was dangerous out there and we had to keep the threats out and our kin in. Others said that it was a wasteland out there after some obscure war. Eventually they collectively realised what I was doing and warned me not to pursue the matter. That it was buried for a reason. But I was stubborn. I wanted to know the truth. I wanted to get to the bottom of it. So I kept pushing," he elaborated, every fibre of his being telling him to stop, to hold his tongue before all his suffering, before Elwen's mental condition was rendered a pointless sacrifice. But how could he? He would not be allowed to leave until he had told them everything, he knew that for a fact. It was probably the only reason Buruq was here.
He lingered for a time, considering how to word what he said next for several seconds more than probably necessary. A clearing of Tanwen's throat, a throaty sound that seemed more like a brief growl than anything else, pushed him to continue. "Then Jhunaar approached me. He was the oldest of the Lords and was always something of a... mentor to me. He told me the topic was dangerous. I should have listened. He said the safety of many hinged on this matter not being raised, that there were some who would suffer if I kept digging. If only I had seen it for what it was at the time."
"So he was threatening you," stated Buruq thoughtfully.
"Buruq, please," rumbled Tanwen as she looked over Cyndeyrn's shoulder at the Ambassador, paying no regard for his age. He simply nodded in return, adhering to her wishes.
She considered what her father had said so far, comparing it to what Arashi had told her over the past couple of weeks. "What did they do to her?" she asked, finally bringing herself to address the question directly.
"I don't know who chose to do it as they did. Only that it was a unanimous agreement done behind my back. But it was Dyrineyr that acted out on the plan. She was working on one of her projects, something to do with the healing powers of Maldevians and their potential to strengthen one's connection to Mana. And he approached her. All I know is that he did something to her mask. That's the only thing I can think of that could have caused her to lose her mind as she did. He twisted the magic she had woven into the mask somehow. And it completely drove her mad. The next day she cursed it and the link she had to it, and cast it into the lake. A few days later, she became what she is now". His tone was weak, the voice of one broken by grief. "They warned me never to disobey their will again, or she would not be the only one to suffer such a fate. No amount of begging or pleading I did was enough to make them reverse what they did to her."
Tanwen, for once, was speechless. All those years, all those centuries of her mother being mocked, the scorn with which the rest of Onokruun's 'elite' regarded her... It was all the handiwork of her arch-rival, at the orders of the rest of the Clan Lords. It sounded like a badly concieved fairytale, the sort of thing Septimus came back with on his occasional visit home. Who knew such things could sometimes be real?
"Where is the mask now?" asked Buruq. It was an innocent question, but the White Flame sensed there was a motive behind it.
"Buruq, don't," hissed Tanwen, her voice breaking again. Was she really falling apart so badly that she couldn't even keep her voice in check?
"I have it," admitted Cyndeyrn a bit hesitantly.
"You what?" responded Tanwen, her gaze fixing on her father's in disbelief.
He wanted to speak, but a dryness cut him off. Swallowing, he tried again. "I said, I have it. I went after it the night she threw it in the lake," he explained. "I've had it hidden with me ever since."
"I would like to have a look at it, if you don't mind," rumbled Buruq, his tone gaining it's lighter mood once more. "Perhaps things are not all as bad as you think."
"Ah yes, organised chaos. the sign of a clever but ever-busy mind. To the perpetrator, a carefully woven web of belongings and intrigue, but to the bystander? Madness!"
–William Beckett, Lore of Leyuna RPG